Watching You From Here...

(While watching you from a distance, December 11)

I’m losing you, without ever have the chance of having you... and to watch you from here in silence...somehow it makes me feel cold inside..

… Wish that I could say that I am happy to see you with her
… But what I really want to say to you is a question : “Does she make you laugh?”
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No…it’s not the feeling of losing you that hurts. It’s the feeling of no longer have someone to think of when I wish upon a star. I once thought about you when I look at the starry nite, and wish upon a star.. But you’re no longer there…
Leaving me a hole inside…
This is it. Now I really mean it. Good bye. I’m walking away from you….