To My Incognito…

What I thought wasn’t mine, in the light wasn’t one of a kind, a precious pearl
When I wanted to cry, I couldn’t ‘cause I wasn’t allowed

What I thought was alone, so innocent. Was it a delicate doll? A porcelain?
When I wanted to call you and ask you for help… I stopped myself

What I thought was a dream, I’m aroused
Was it real as it seems? A privillege
When I wanted to tell you, I made a mistake… I walked away…

Gomenasai… for everything
Gomenasai… I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end… I never needed a friend, like I do now…

After so long, at least I feel that it has been so long, I find myself missing you…
I know that you’re far away… but I just miss you so bad… Maybe because I really feel that I need a friend. A friend like you…
Aku pengen cerita. Pengen ngomel. Pengen nangis. Pengen denger kamu ketawa. Pengen denger kamu mencela. Pengen denger kamu berkomentar. But most of all, I really need to have you, telling me that everything’s gonna be okay…
Aku pengen cerita tentang dia yang membuatku hanyut. Aku pengen cerita tentang lelahku. Aku pengen cerita tentang senyumku. Aku cuma pengen…ada kamu. Untuk dengerin aku.
Dan dengan noraknya, aku nangis lagi denger lagunya T.A.T.U.. I’m sorry for missing you…but I never needed a friend like I do now…. There’s so many times that I wanted to call you and ask you for help… tapi ga bisa…Because I know, since the day that you go away, things will never be the same anymore…

(Eh, ini bukan buat si mantan lhoooo!!!! Enak aja…. Ga usah ke-GR-an deehhh….)